MY JOURNEY TO GOD.
I was born in Sonora, Mexico in 1945. I consider myself very fortunate to begin my life in a home with Christian parents, which gave me a great start. My father, Señor Federico González, was a man who learned to talk and walk with God and lived his life doing God’s will, just like the great ones in the Bible, when he prayed, things happened. His ministry was to bring God's message of love and compassion to prisoners. He did this work for many years in different jails of the state. He also had the gift of healing – he prayed for the sick. We, his children, grew up witnessing miracles, seeing the sick being healed, lives being transformed by the power of God. My mother, Señora Irene de Gonzalez, also lived a life of service to God, caring and educating us - her children, serving the neighbors, doing missionary work, and visiting women's prisons, and always teaching the Bible. I learned great lessons through my parents. I thank God for the home in which I was raised.
Following the example of my parents, I toogrew up and matured in the church, serving in various capacities, as a teacher in Sunday School, doing missionary work, working among indians, etc., all while performing my full-time job in business administration. Years later the Lord blessed me with a good son. Although sometimes I found the road difficult and painful, I always felt the love, protection and strength of God guiding me in a miraculous way wherever He needed me to go. I know that all my past experiences were preparing me for this part of my life.
Independently of what I consider my service for God, I was looking for answers to so many questions I had. I went to my spiritual teachers, I searched in books but I didn’t find answers that would satisfy me, that would make sense. It seems like blind leading the blind. I knew that the real answer was going to resonate in me; it was going to bring me certainty.
God knew of my search and when I met the requirement of searching for God with all my heart. He manifested in my life in a miraculous way. In the summer of 2010, and during meditation, I saw the Lord Jesus Christ - He didn’t talk to me the first time, but after a few days I saw Him again and this time He spoke to me. I was able to hear Him. From that moment on I started to ask Him all those questions I had accumulated throughout the years. And He, with tenderness and patience, in such a simple way, and a love that I have never experienced before, answered every one of my questions. His answers resonated in my soul as only Truth does. The Lord Jesus Christ asked me if I would let Him be my Teacher. I immediately accepted, and since then, He and the Holy Spirit, Whose voice I can also hear, have been my Guides and Teachers. It is the most wonderful experience I have had in my life, and one that I wish for each one of you.
I understood that the Lord had a new task for my life. I heard His call - “And I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, ‘Whom shall I send, and who will go for us’? Then I said, ‘Here am I; send me.'" Isaiah 6:8Although this is a universal call, I took it very personal and I was able to ask of Him: “Lord, what do you want me to do?” A few weeks later, the Lord Jesus Christ gave me a new mission: "You will write about things that you already know, things you will learn, and things I am going to teach you." Then I began to write these dissertations and send them through regular and electronic mail to relatives, friends, neighbors, co-workers, and other individuals referred to me. Since then, the Lord has been guiding me step by step changing His specifications when necessary. One of those changes was to coordinate this web page in order to publish these dissertations which are prepared in English and Spanish, to reach a greater audience. The Lord had chosen other individuals to be part of this ministry. All this for God’s honor and glory.
Due to these events that changed my life, I left behind what is considered formal religion and I said to the Lord "From now on, this is between You and me only.” I was guided by the Lord Jesus Christ to study the book, A Course in Miracles. This book was dictated by Him. The Lord gave me the all the proof I needed to have, in order to believe that it is His Word. This is the message He brought to us two thousand years ago, but we didn’t quite understand at that time. Thanks to these lessons I am getting rid of my false beliefs I grew up with which were not bringing me any benefit, and I am making space for His new lessons, such as knowing God our Father and Creator of the universe, learning to know myself, learning to accept and love my fellow men as my brothers created by the same loving Father, children of the same Father; I learned that each one of us is the Prodigal Son of the parable. We lost our mind, we forgot who we are, we need to remember our identity as God’s children, and return to Him, where we will be welcomed with joy, and restored to our original position. (Luke 15: 11-32)
I also learned that we all have faith but we placed it in our limitations, our littleness, in our failures, but still counts as faith and also brings us the results of what we believe. Always the opposite of what we wanted. But when you ask for help to the Holy Spirit, He takes your misplaced faith, and He aligns it correctly.
The Lord Jesus Christ trained me for almost one year on how to become His channel, and later on also the channel for the Holy Spirit. The Bible says, "Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things which you have not known." Jeremiah 33: 3. This verse implies that God has not said His last word yet. He is still speaking to us, and He has most profound messages for those who have a burning desire to know Him. These channelings are some of those messages.
How I wish that my experience would resound in your mind. Learn to challenge each one of your beliefs. Determine the benefit you received through them, are they legitimate? And be ready to get rid of what it has no value. God will fill out the vacant space with His valuable lessons. Don’t give up your search, the Lord will honor His promise. “You will seek me and find me; when you seek me with all your heart" Jeremiah 29:13. I hope you have that burning desire to find God, because when you look for Him with a deep desire He will manifest in your life. I do not know how He will do it, but you will recognize Him.
My work is directed mainly to individuals who although they know the Word of God, are still feeding on baby food, perhaps due to fear, or because they believe they already know all that is to know. But the knowledge of God has no limits. God our Father is a God of love, and love is the only thing we could receive from Him because in Him there is no duality. There is no punishment from God waiting for us at the end. I am being guided back to God little by little. I can sense it in my whole being. “Your healing Voice protects all things today, and so I leave all things to You. I need be anxious over nothing. For Your Voice will tell me what to do and where to go; to whom to speak and what to say to him, what thoughts to think, what words to give the world.” ACIM